The Sads

Hi beasties! I’m sad. There is just no way around it. I am in the sads. I did my best to push through and fight it. To distract myself and hope to steer clear of them this time. Hoped if I saw them first, they wouldn’t see me. But they got me anyway. So there […]

anxiety and panic

Anxiety and Panic…but no Disco

catching up not ketching up Hi friends! How’s it going? How’s life? What’s new? What’s good? Let’s catch up, not to be confused with ketchup! (look at me, telling more bad jokes) Hey, tell me something. Is this year kind of weird? Like it’s going by fast, which was almost refreshing at first, but but […]

this is me: depression

This is me.  Was it a good day? Was it a bad day? Or was it just a day? No one but me will ever know. Depression is always present. That darkness is always somewhere in there. When your mind is finding its way through that darkness, you don’t just “get through it.” It doesn’t […]

Time to Me: An Update

Hi y’all. I know it’s been a minute since I’ve blogged, chatted with y’all, or really been on any of my “muddy” social media. Gonna be honest… I needed some time. Some time to “me” to get my mental health straight. I’ve been an open book about my mental health journey, and I’m letting you […]

Fine [Chronicles]

Fine “Fine” is such a dirty word to describe your mental health when you’re struggling with it. Quite literally a four letter word. Every time I say I’m fine, I am basically saying “f*ck you” to my emotional issues. I say “f*ck you” so damn much. It’s easier this way since I don’t “look” depressed…whatever […]