The Sads

Hi beasties! I’m sad. There is just no way around it. I am in the sads. I did my best to push through and fight it. To distract myself and hope to steer clear of them this time. Hoped if I saw them first, they wouldn’t see me. But they got me anyway. So there […]

anxiety and panic

Anxiety and Panic…but no Disco

catching up not ketching up Hi friends! How’s it going? How’s life? What’s new? What’s good? Let’s catch up, not to be confused with ketchup! (look at me, telling more bad jokes) Hey, tell me something. Is this year kind of weird? Like it’s going by fast, which was almost refreshing at first, but but […]

The Home Edit Made Me Do It

Organizing soothes my anxiety.  It’s so calming to have something I can fix in my life when there is so much I can’t fix – ya dig? I prefer the anxiety over depression: it’s so much more productive! A planner with color coded projects and post its and to do lists? Ahh – makes my […]

this is me: depression

This is me.  Was it a good day? Was it a bad day? Or was it just a day? No one but me will ever know. Depression is always present. That darkness is always somewhere in there. When your mind is finding its way through that darkness, you don’t just “get through it.” It doesn’t […]

Happy To Be Sad

I was talking with my mom a while ago and I told her I’d been having some down days; struggling with my depression a bit. In a little plot twist during this talk, I told her I’m happy I deal with depression and anxiety. Mom: I’m sorry. I’m sorry I passed this down to you. […]